Alyssa..
al-aly-alyssa
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chij tp sec
grn hse
ij basketballer #09

ok...havent been blogging 4 quite some time..exams suck!! absolutely hate it!! mom threatened to take away bball.like bball is my life shhe cant take it away from me!!been havin some friendship problems..preety childish i noe..but yeah..dunno if i made the rite decision..but there is hope..my bball skills r startin to stink n i mean it!! i suck at bball!! argh!! y does life have to be so damn difficult?its just too hard to live on..its filled with problems everywhere!! i cant stand it!! is there such a thing as a problem-free world?

ok wit my bball skills i confirm will be reserve lah! i dunno how i got into the team..with my lousy skills.. super nervous although the matches r in 2 months time..seems so far but in actual fact its damn near..too close...went to escape theme park yesterday with anna seline abigal fiona valerie..ok i m afraid of heights so ya but i managed to go on stuff which were super high! haha i deserve an award!!the haunted house there stinks lah..stupid guy i dunno hold my hand i was like ok....y the heck is this idiot holdin my hand...then while we were queueing and 2 pairs b4 out turn they stopped cause they said got lighting...but in actual fact it was camera flashes! stupid retarded people..then we got drenched in the rain on the way to the bus stop...then we went j8 n took neoprint...the rest had to go home n so anna asked me to look 4 earrings 4 her n seline n i tagged along...then went home...damn tired..completely forgot abt mothers day...shit...going to go out today play bball with anna n val then on the way home i buy something...gtg leavin soon ..
(ps. luv my senior bballers.they rock!!not to the extent like orelia n leticia..thats way tooooo much!)

i have this feeling that i m not gonna play as in not gonna watch it either...like m i gonna be suspended? or is something worse then that gonna pop out of no where? i didnt do no nth wrong so i wouldnt get suspended...4 now ... wat the fuck is gonna happen? ok mabe its just a feeling who knows? mabe i m just so nervous..tooo nervous..all my exams suck! i should have studied more and not play ball i should have!arghhhhhh nxt time i noe wat to do..ok i have to throw away my penknife...u can nv leave me alone with a pen knife...yet pen knifes...ull nv know wat id do with them..wat i m capable of.. throw them away of course! NOT..u should noe..its quite obvious...ok i better get going..

history exam was sooo bad although i studied... go so damn nervous and pratically forgot everything...alll that i learned! like omggggg!!! think i m gonna fail lah!worse still...tmr is tamil compo plus letter writing and geog..n i totally suck at those subjects lah!! n i forgot the layout 4 the letter! i m soooooo dead lah! okkk if i do badly now must study almost everyday alr...ahhhhhh!!better go off n studyyyyyyyyyyy!!! although it wouldnt work cause i got a bad head ache... tooo much information......nth will go in my head once i get nervous...oh wellz:/

extreme stress!! my sista going to ij sec to collect her cert.like omggg!!! she not tellin me when..only sae that from now to 13 may 2006..omgg... another my younger sista...might go my sch also!! scary when u have 2 sistas lah! like OOOMMMGGGG!ahhhhhhh!! ok tmr history exam...cant believe i m sayin this but i better go n study..

ok...felt weird plus strange..on sunday, my mom agreed to have dinner with my dad with me and my sisters along with her...like omggg!!my dad said something like he wanted to talk to her abt us...as in me and my two sisters...like since when did he eva care? not that i know of..ok little did i realize that my sisters n i were making a triangle around my mom.. my elder sis in front, my younger sis beside my mom n i at the back.so we had a normal dinner at pizza hut...the food so yummy....mmmm...actually u cant call it a family dinner cause it isnt 1..ya so at pizza hut we didnt let them sit together lah! so bad my elder sis made me sit with my dad..she n my younger sis sat with my mom..not fair lah!i was being a nice sis and gave her my 2 year contract 4 my phone thingy so she could get a new phone my dada promised her..anyway i m gonna get her 2 yr contract in 2 months time so not a problem..and being sooooo nice she let me sit with my dad..ok so my dad had a fw minutes alone with my younger sis n bullied her! even had the cheek to tell her that he used a screw driver to make a 'l' ln my front door! cause his name starts with a 'l'..ok so after he left my younger sis told my mom everything! and today(tuesday) he called my younger sista's sch to talk to reyna...to scold her 4 telling everything to my mom actually..my sista is sooo smart! she hung up the phone and she is only like p2?well she kept hanging up the phone so ya..damn smart!!i didnt noe i had a smart sista..oh wellz..