Alyssa..
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attended training yesterday..last training with seniors..after that went to the ava?!?! room and watched a video clip stacey made..damn nice lah! then each seniors said stuff abt themselves and the others.damn sad lah!although i couldnt understand y the juniors started crying at the beginning.they told me that they were very emotional(mabe tooo emotional).at that point in time one of the seniors started crying yet.only later on.lucky i didnt start.stacey said her 'life story' in secondary..then ended it with a poem.wow i din noe my sister writes poems.after that went to hug a few of em then left 4 home with cassandra damn hugry.bought the famous cup noodles from 7 eleven then walked to interchange.saw sun lu there..<>i actually feel damn sad .it seems soo real now.seniors r goona be gone in a few months.abt 3 months.this cant bo happening...no..

bandaged knees

gosh.i nv knew how much i hated them.realli.i cant stand it no more.they all suck.wait..almost all.half of them suck.u have got no idea how much i hate ***** and **** this moment.especially *****!she sucks to da core i tell u.especially during ********!usually wheneva i c her..i totally ignore her..cause she does the same..i mean..y say hi to a personwho totally ignores u too?stupid.all this is crap..super childish..but wat can i say?

i suck!dead to the core!seriously.i realli do.i dun deserve it.i realli dun.so y the heck did i get it?arghhhhhh.i sure yall would say the same...i suck!!orelia-thanx 4 being there.trying to cheer me up...listening to my problems..thanx. :) ohh and red pearl too!! realli thanx a lot!!

favouritism.i absolutely hate that word.its like damn obvious lah!they only like her.not the others.at least they could at least not make it that obvious rite?they only compliment her.not complimenting the rest even though we did somethng sooo much better then her.they treat us as walking walls with no faces..as if we're not realli there..they only seem to notice her.so y the fucking hell do they have to do this?

tell me i suck!! seriously.i realli suck at bball!arghhh.i shouldnt even be in the team!damn angry with myself.today match against zhong hua or something like that..4 to 91? omghaaa.so many injured.well i was suppose to use my ankle guard...but..serene twisted her ankle in sch while we were practising b4 we had to leave 4 the match..lend it to her...guessed she needed it more then me..yea..

serene..sorry i injured ur arm..it was an accident!! realli..i think i elbowed it..im not sure.but im realli sorry.oh and rmb to return my ankle guard.!!

had match today..against cedarr gals! well the score...was... 4...to....98! although we lost...i must say there was an improvement between this match and the last 1. besides the scoring.. our passes improved..i think we did good.had training after that...damn exhausted..slacked! ooops

lemme c...wats new.. i realli need to do some updating...my cat died a few days a go..even though i have many more to replace her...life just isnt the same anymore..can feel the difference..she no longer there running abt...its just sooo different! gosh i hate the 'different' word.wheneva i use it,something is seriously wrong..whhhaaaaaaaaaaaa i miss my cat! realli...i realli do.